I’m relationships so it Filipina girl, good way, and i also have no idea why I’m so addicted?

I’m relationships so it Filipina girl, good way, and i also have no idea why I’m so addicted? I’m 20 and you will she actually is 23, she lives in Valenzuela Phillipines, or Manila otherwise Quezon otherwise any type of (in the morning a while puzzled.) Despite all of that